today is a new day
Well hello agian my journal, I hope you havent missed me much. Here life has been looking up just alittle bit.
First thing, chris is doing so well. He made a 90% on his final exam which is great. Im so proud of him. I cant believe he's making it through. Only thing thats left is his pt test. I wish and hope he passes.Because if he doesnt pass our wedding is going to be thrown off. Im still going to marry him, just not have a wedding planned.
Today I went to the doctors office and got my depo shot.. I cant believe ive been on depo for a year.I wish I had a baby but just not yet. I wanna be married for aleast three years first. Beside chris already has a child of his own. Which i believe chris will be taking custody very very soon .. so hey ill be a mom with out labor.. which sounds good to me... who in the hell what to pull a watermelon through a peanut hole. lol
who ever said being pregnant was the best thing on earth i want to bitch slap them cuz honey i think its hell on wheels.
I voted.. can you believe it.Finally a democrate in the office i hope things will start looking up..
My first wedding present came into day. I got a crock pot. that good i need more cooking things so i can become a really good house wife. Chris is so excited..to come home soon,, just two weeks.. man did it feel like a year or two.. I cant wait to have sex agian... man my man the last time we had sex was the best sex in my whole life..seriously.. better than anyman ive ever been with or ever dreamed about. I even had a good sex dreams after the fact.. ever have the best sex and then you fantasied about it later... well i sure in the hell did... I been for real.. well other than that.. that all ive been up to.
well until nexted time.. journal world... your online a blank note away...
Love your friends family and your biggest love of all your heart.... bye
First thing, chris is doing so well. He made a 90% on his final exam which is great. Im so proud of him. I cant believe he's making it through. Only thing thats left is his pt test. I wish and hope he passes.Because if he doesnt pass our wedding is going to be thrown off. Im still going to marry him, just not have a wedding planned.
Today I went to the doctors office and got my depo shot.. I cant believe ive been on depo for a year.I wish I had a baby but just not yet. I wanna be married for aleast three years first. Beside chris already has a child of his own. Which i believe chris will be taking custody very very soon .. so hey ill be a mom with out labor.. which sounds good to me... who in the hell what to pull a watermelon through a peanut hole. lol
who ever said being pregnant was the best thing on earth i want to bitch slap them cuz honey i think its hell on wheels.
I voted.. can you believe it.Finally a democrate in the office i hope things will start looking up..
My first wedding present came into day. I got a crock pot. that good i need more cooking things so i can become a really good house wife. Chris is so excited..to come home soon,, just two weeks.. man did it feel like a year or two.. I cant wait to have sex agian... man my man the last time we had sex was the best sex in my whole life..seriously.. better than anyman ive ever been with or ever dreamed about. I even had a good sex dreams after the fact.. ever have the best sex and then you fantasied about it later... well i sure in the hell did... I been for real.. well other than that.. that all ive been up to.
well until nexted time.. journal world... your online a blank note away...
Love your friends family and your biggest love of all your heart.... bye