going on a jet plane
well today might be a day where it is the rest of my life journal world,
Im really nervious getting on the plane today. All the rules that are into play make me feel maybe it really is unsafe. But i can tell you one thing not a single thing will keep me from seeing my honey buns. If i die doing it then at least my life i know was lived for a cause.. A cause to improve on just one human life. To stand my grounds in belief in god and my own judgement on my life.
If something ever happens to me. kim please let my mom know i love her with all my heart. and I said good bye.And I went out with a fight okay.. That gets me teary eyes just thinking about it. But If something doesnt happen then great.. my heart will grow with alot of love and self respect.
Kim and I want you to know, Your my best best friend. No matter what weve been through.. we always remained best friends. I hope in the future we can maybe one day move closer. I really miss you around.My other friends that arent my friends anymore or havent seen in a while i just dont care about . Isnt that weird.. I think that how you know you really love or care for someone.
Like when chris lefted i cried for hours. and with him still gone i cried for hours. When kim got married i was happy but i cried cuz i knew she would be far away from florida.. I miss her alot.
I think about chris all the time. wondering if he is happying.. what kind of trouble he is getting into.. You can really tell you care about someone more when they are away.. and wonder how their welfar is you know..
well I got start getting showerd and ready.. 7:30 Im going to be traveling.. I love you chris mom and ben and of coarse my bestest friend kim.Know i love you alot. And sorry if this letter is thinking about death.. but its only becaue im alittle scared of going on the plane today. Its weird cuz ive never been this worried.. but hopefully its just that..well love you journal.. until nexted time.. my dreams my thoughts.. my feelings and my soul is on wait until the nexted time.. bye
your friend, your daughter, your sister, your journalist holly
Pray for peace and love and a safe trip today if you read this.. thanks
Im really nervious getting on the plane today. All the rules that are into play make me feel maybe it really is unsafe. But i can tell you one thing not a single thing will keep me from seeing my honey buns. If i die doing it then at least my life i know was lived for a cause.. A cause to improve on just one human life. To stand my grounds in belief in god and my own judgement on my life.
If something ever happens to me. kim please let my mom know i love her with all my heart. and I said good bye.And I went out with a fight okay.. That gets me teary eyes just thinking about it. But If something doesnt happen then great.. my heart will grow with alot of love and self respect.
Kim and I want you to know, Your my best best friend. No matter what weve been through.. we always remained best friends. I hope in the future we can maybe one day move closer. I really miss you around.My other friends that arent my friends anymore or havent seen in a while i just dont care about . Isnt that weird.. I think that how you know you really love or care for someone.
Like when chris lefted i cried for hours. and with him still gone i cried for hours. When kim got married i was happy but i cried cuz i knew she would be far away from florida.. I miss her alot.
I think about chris all the time. wondering if he is happying.. what kind of trouble he is getting into.. You can really tell you care about someone more when they are away.. and wonder how their welfar is you know..
well I got start getting showerd and ready.. 7:30 Im going to be traveling.. I love you chris mom and ben and of coarse my bestest friend kim.Know i love you alot. And sorry if this letter is thinking about death.. but its only becaue im alittle scared of going on the plane today. Its weird cuz ive never been this worried.. but hopefully its just that..well love you journal.. until nexted time.. my dreams my thoughts.. my feelings and my soul is on wait until the nexted time.. bye
your friend, your daughter, your sister, your journalist holly
Pray for peace and love and a safe trip today if you read this.. thanks