with birds i share this lonely view.
today was beautiful.
but the pain of all of this is unbearable.
one of the few thoughts that makes me smile about the whole thing is that if haley were in Spiro's today, i know for a fact she would have been absolutely thrilled just to see us all there. Not because we were there for her, but just because we were all the people she knew and loved, and we were in the same room. She would have been ecstatic. but i still miss her so much that it hurts. it's like there's something new in the air, like i can just feel that she's missing from the world. i know we'll all miss her so much, and i'm really glad to know that i have so many people that i can talk to about her when i need to. i think it's amazing that we all felt the same way about her.
on top of things, i look like hell from crying.
also, Zach is sick and i hate it because he hurts. and i want him better.
you're the sunshine in my hair.
and that tells me everything will be okay.
but the pain of all of this is unbearable.
one of the few thoughts that makes me smile about the whole thing is that if haley were in Spiro's today, i know for a fact she would have been absolutely thrilled just to see us all there. Not because we were there for her, but just because we were all the people she knew and loved, and we were in the same room. She would have been ecstatic. but i still miss her so much that it hurts. it's like there's something new in the air, like i can just feel that she's missing from the world. i know we'll all miss her so much, and i'm really glad to know that i have so many people that i can talk to about her when i need to. i think it's amazing that we all felt the same way about her.
on top of things, i look like hell from crying.
also, Zach is sick and i hate it because he hurts. and i want him better.
you're the sunshine in my hair.
and that tells me everything will be okay.