fucking boys
word people
havent written in a while
ya ya ya life is good
new york
fabulous
love my life
etc
fuck it
i'm pissed
like so fucking pissed
i went to Florida for a bboy jam in march. ya. fun. fucking dope.
hooked up with a bboy from new york after 5 shots of tequila?
good idea?
at the time
long term?
definetly not
forget the fact that the dude called me 5 times the next day and left 4 text messages
forget the fact that i had 2 people harass me on my myspace about the event
the first one said
"stop dickriding
we all know you gave headwhopps to _____
fall da fuck back in NYC bitch"
yup
that was possibly the highlight of my day
but lets forget that fact
forgotten
and the fact that he still sometimes texts me and tries to act sweet around me
wouldn't be so bad if oh ya
HE IS FUCKING MARRRRIED
oh
and did i mention he has a 4 year old son?
oh,
i didn't mention that
wanna know why?
CAUSE HE DIDN"T FUCKING TELL ME
what an asshole
even before i made a move on him, i asked him at least 5 times "do you have a girlfriend"
and everytime he said no
and lets just forget all of this
lets forget the whole the first time a boy ever kissed me (not me kissing him) who i actually liked
lets forget that he had a girlfriend of over 2 years which i found out 6 months later
fun times
lets forget that the first guy i ever loved tried to get with me while he had a girlfriend and lives a million miles away
lets forget that the first guy i ever hooked up with and was trying to date because he lives in the same city as me
lets forget he turned out to be captain asshole
who ironically enough calls me less and talks to me less than all the guys i've hooked up with who live thousands of miles away
lets forget about the married guy
lets forget about the other guy i hooked up with who texted me to tell me he missed me once he got back to seattle
but yet called up my best friend to ask her if she was as beautiful as he had remembered
lets forget all of that
and just remember
that i will be screwed for the rest of my life when it comes to boys
but yo
it's gonna be worth it if i can just remember that at the end of the day
its just about me and the only man whose ever cared for me
Hip Hop
it sounds silly
but this summer
i'm getting a tatoo on my ring finger that says Hip Hop
because he's the only one whose always gonna be able to take care of me
havent written in a while
ya ya ya life is good
new york
fabulous
love my life
etc
fuck it
i'm pissed
like so fucking pissed
i went to Florida for a bboy jam in march. ya. fun. fucking dope.
hooked up with a bboy from new york after 5 shots of tequila?
good idea?
at the time
long term?
definetly not
forget the fact that the dude called me 5 times the next day and left 4 text messages
forget the fact that i had 2 people harass me on my myspace about the event
the first one said
"stop dickriding
we all know you gave headwhopps to _____
fall da fuck back in NYC bitch"
yup
that was possibly the highlight of my day
but lets forget that fact
forgotten
and the fact that he still sometimes texts me and tries to act sweet around me
wouldn't be so bad if oh ya
HE IS FUCKING MARRRRIED
oh
and did i mention he has a 4 year old son?
oh,
i didn't mention that
wanna know why?
CAUSE HE DIDN"T FUCKING TELL ME
what an asshole
even before i made a move on him, i asked him at least 5 times "do you have a girlfriend"
and everytime he said no
and lets just forget all of this
lets forget the whole the first time a boy ever kissed me (not me kissing him) who i actually liked
lets forget that he had a girlfriend of over 2 years which i found out 6 months later
fun times
lets forget that the first guy i ever loved tried to get with me while he had a girlfriend and lives a million miles away
lets forget that the first guy i ever hooked up with and was trying to date because he lives in the same city as me
lets forget he turned out to be captain asshole
who ironically enough calls me less and talks to me less than all the guys i've hooked up with who live thousands of miles away
lets forget about the married guy
lets forget about the other guy i hooked up with who texted me to tell me he missed me once he got back to seattle
but yet called up my best friend to ask her if she was as beautiful as he had remembered
lets forget all of that
and just remember
that i will be screwed for the rest of my life when it comes to boys
but yo
it's gonna be worth it if i can just remember that at the end of the day
its just about me and the only man whose ever cared for me
Hip Hop
it sounds silly
but this summer
i'm getting a tatoo on my ring finger that says Hip Hop
because he's the only one whose always gonna be able to take care of me