I GIVE UP ON BOYS
ok
so remember that one time
back in may
i wrote this ridiculosly long entry about this really hot bboy who kissed me?
and you guys all went
"awwwww"
and then i got really depressed and thought about him way too much cause the "good ones" are hard to find?
so right
this cheeky son of a bitch bastard adds me to his myspace on sunday
out of no where
emails me like "hey, hows it goin' haven't heard from you blah blah blah so you got a myspace"
of course i have a myspace
you KNOW i have a myspace
we all have the same people on myspace
jesus christ
what the fucK?
but who cares i let it slide
cause i couldnt add him cause he had a private profile
so he added me
and thats cool
i let it slide
let the fact that he has a girlfriend right now also slide
since his profile is charlie_loves_rosy (his name isn't charlie, her name isn't rosy, this is just for the sake of a story, ya dig?)
anyways
so i email him back
tell him how i been
and he emails me back
WITH HIS PHONE NUMBER?
what the fuck?
so i get confused
and i get curiouser
so im like...how much does he really love this girl if he's given me his phone number?
so i look at his myspace, and flip to to the comments the days before that day in May when he kissed me
and get this
his girlfriend posts "have fun at the even. dont get into too much trouble. I LOVE YOU."
what the fuck?
if this girl is in love with you, why did you try to get with me?
what the fuck?
so then
out of idiocy
i email him my phone number right
and he emails me back like
"oh...i dont talk on the phone much."
what the fuck?
THEN WHY DID YOU GIVE ME YOUR PHONE NUMBER?
at this point
i couldn't take it
had to email him and know whats up
so i asked him everything i could of why 6 months later he's trying to talk to me
i'm not gonna lie
this guy
was gorgeous
i can remember that conversation so damn well
could see myself nodding my head at what he said
and laughing
i mean really
this guy was really cool
and i do and did think about him
but after this
i'm so lost
and if i ever see him again
i dont know if i'd rather walk away or wanna kiss him all over again
stupid boys
i hope he doesn't email me
hope he doesn't call
hope he deletes me from his myspace without a trace so i can get back to my other problems
like the last time this happened
where i got this boy to dump his girl for me
and we still didn't wind up together
uch
i'm a horrible horrible person
thats it
i give up
this is me
giving up
god fucking piss shit bitch and mother fucking moan.
if i were a boy
i'd do the world a favor and cut off my testicles so i could never reproduce
and mankind would die out
and the world would be better without that terrible thing called heartbreak.
so remember that one time
back in may
i wrote this ridiculosly long entry about this really hot bboy who kissed me?
and you guys all went
"awwwww"
and then i got really depressed and thought about him way too much cause the "good ones" are hard to find?
so right
this cheeky son of a bitch bastard adds me to his myspace on sunday
out of no where
emails me like "hey, hows it goin' haven't heard from you blah blah blah so you got a myspace"
of course i have a myspace
you KNOW i have a myspace
we all have the same people on myspace
jesus christ
what the fucK?
but who cares i let it slide
cause i couldnt add him cause he had a private profile
so he added me
and thats cool
i let it slide
let the fact that he has a girlfriend right now also slide
since his profile is charlie_loves_rosy (his name isn't charlie, her name isn't rosy, this is just for the sake of a story, ya dig?)
anyways
so i email him back
tell him how i been
and he emails me back
WITH HIS PHONE NUMBER?
what the fuck?
so i get confused
and i get curiouser
so im like...how much does he really love this girl if he's given me his phone number?
so i look at his myspace, and flip to to the comments the days before that day in May when he kissed me
and get this
his girlfriend posts "have fun at the even. dont get into too much trouble. I LOVE YOU."
what the fuck?
if this girl is in love with you, why did you try to get with me?
what the fuck?
so then
out of idiocy
i email him my phone number right
and he emails me back like
"oh...i dont talk on the phone much."
what the fuck?
THEN WHY DID YOU GIVE ME YOUR PHONE NUMBER?
at this point
i couldn't take it
had to email him and know whats up
so i asked him everything i could of why 6 months later he's trying to talk to me
i'm not gonna lie
this guy
was gorgeous
i can remember that conversation so damn well
could see myself nodding my head at what he said
and laughing
i mean really
this guy was really cool
and i do and did think about him
but after this
i'm so lost
and if i ever see him again
i dont know if i'd rather walk away or wanna kiss him all over again
stupid boys
i hope he doesn't email me
hope he doesn't call
hope he deletes me from his myspace without a trace so i can get back to my other problems
like the last time this happened
where i got this boy to dump his girl for me
and we still didn't wind up together
uch
i'm a horrible horrible person
thats it
i give up
this is me
giving up
god fucking piss shit bitch and mother fucking moan.
if i were a boy
i'd do the world a favor and cut off my testicles so i could never reproduce
and mankind would die out
and the world would be better without that terrible thing called heartbreak.