my semi-annual entry.
so i dont have work tomorrow. a whole day to myself to do whatever i want to do. hmmm.... possibilities are endless. not really, i have to finish up christmas festivity planning. oh well, one can dream!
i had to work tonight but i got out early so i was really hyped to go out and get involved in drunken debauchery but i opted to stay home and knit. who am i?!!?!? on my way to bed, the glow of hectors computer screen lured me into his room. it started off innocently enough, just checking my email and facebook status. that led me to you, LJ. now i have spent and hour and a half reading past entries. its funny, when i look back on my freshman year of college, i wouldnt think it was anything that great. i know i had some fun, but nothing out of the ordinary. well from reading my past entries, my freshman year was a fucking blast. i hung out with amazing people, did so many random things, and had flings that have taken me three years not to regret. haha. c'est la vie!
this year has been a "doozie" <-- did i just say that? who am i? that boy is still getting under my skin, but lately it hasnt been in a good way.. thank God! it just seems like we can be great friends and then he feels like he has to do something to fuck it up. is it a test? because i dont remember signing up for the class and i refused to be tested on nonsense. either trust me or dont. its up to you but leave me alone in the mean time. dumbhead. on my birthday he was the best friend a girl could ask for, and even revealed that he was a human being-- capable of emotions. who knew?! not me! a few chats and a hook-up later and hes done? whatever. call me when you decide to be an adult.
in other "news of men" two random past boys have re-entered my life. its weird and random and i have absolutely no idea how i feel about it. why should i have to? i dont... and i like it that way. ill take things one day at a time <-- now i sound like a rehab patient. wonderful.
merry xmas to all and toa lla good night!
i had to work tonight but i got out early so i was really hyped to go out and get involved in drunken debauchery but i opted to stay home and knit. who am i?!!?!? on my way to bed, the glow of hectors computer screen lured me into his room. it started off innocently enough, just checking my email and facebook status. that led me to you, LJ. now i have spent and hour and a half reading past entries. its funny, when i look back on my freshman year of college, i wouldnt think it was anything that great. i know i had some fun, but nothing out of the ordinary. well from reading my past entries, my freshman year was a fucking blast. i hung out with amazing people, did so many random things, and had flings that have taken me three years not to regret. haha. c'est la vie!
this year has been a "doozie" <-- did i just say that? who am i? that boy is still getting under my skin, but lately it hasnt been in a good way.. thank God! it just seems like we can be great friends and then he feels like he has to do something to fuck it up. is it a test? because i dont remember signing up for the class and i refused to be tested on nonsense. either trust me or dont. its up to you but leave me alone in the mean time. dumbhead. on my birthday he was the best friend a girl could ask for, and even revealed that he was a human being-- capable of emotions. who knew?! not me! a few chats and a hook-up later and hes done? whatever. call me when you decide to be an adult.
in other "news of men" two random past boys have re-entered my life. its weird and random and i have absolutely no idea how i feel about it. why should i have to? i dont... and i like it that way. ill take things one day at a time <-- now i sound like a rehab patient. wonderful.
merry xmas to all and toa lla good night!