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Yesterday was horribly real and yet very unreal at the same time. I ran over a mailbox...and it was just awful. The damage included: two flat tires, a scratched and busted hood, a broken mirror, and a knocked out light....well and then I also managed, somehow, to break the windshield a little and not to mention some mental damage as well. Sooo...basically...things weren't going very good. I felt extremely embarassed, guilty, and sad all day long and I hope that none of you drivers out there will ever do something so stupid and dangerous as me. And all this b/c I went to pick up some coffee that was spilling all over my car!!! UGghhh!! IT makes me very ashamed of myself...but today I have just been trying to move on a little. Everyone was extremely wonderful to me through all of this and I don't think that I could possibly express to you all..how much you helped me get through everything. I mean when I first got to school and I was trying to compose myself and couldn't I was so lucky...Kristen, my darling, was right there to give me hugs and force me to realize the humor in the whole situation. What would I have done without her? Then there was Gina whose sympathy and note made things much happier...and then Amanda who just let me cry and ramble on to her about the whole "ordeal" while she just made me realize that everything would be OK. I love you all!! So now after all this....I resolved that I am going to finally, actually, get a job (even though my mom doesn't want me to) and pay my parents back for the repairs..not to mention..that I have really been wanting a job lately. So all in all I guess things are fine, I'm alive, and I definately learned to NEVER look anywhere else but THE ROAD!!!!! Really!!!!! Other than that, theatre is WONDERFUL and Mr. Mckee gave us "the talk" today. So amusing!