May 07, 2004 17:40
My Bored Randomness Begins.....Ok. I am going to take this chance in my journal entry to go over some of my negative qualities because I am feeling motivated and I want to be more aware of who I am.
1.Way to freaking stubborn
2.Too sensitive
3.Unhealthy
4.Forgetful
5.Can't ever express myself in correct sentences..Always mess up my words and say stupid junk
6.Not sexy
7.Not thankful when I should be
8.Too independent...has to be my way when I say it and no helping me.
9.Slightly insane...go on mean rampages with family and scream a bit too much sometimes
10.Violent in some ways
11.Not clear
12.Slow reader
13.Can learn but slow learner
14.Make things harder than they are
15.Spastic
16.Stupidly immature sometimes
17.Bad cursive hand writing
18.Mean when I don't want to be
19.Not athletic
20.Obsessed with winning
21.Dream about the future instead of making present better
22.Too rational sometimes
23.Can't confront anyone/anything unless it's my parents
24.Don't say no...enough
25.Never had a boyfriend
26.Have very few set beliefs and go with the flow...ALOT
27.Worrying
28.Awkward
29.Like people who don't like me back
30.Care too much sometimes
I'm sure I have many more problems to deal with and face and even more that I don't know about...BUT I'm stopping now. My goal now is to try and fix these issues. Hah..Yah...key word: TRY.