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so i'm in all these political theory classes this semester. and as each class i take passes and the next one is more obscure and focused in on the minutiae of polity actions and reasoning, the more dry and hard to read the material gets. i find myself reading everything more than once, because i have to as i can never pay attention to it long enough to finish a page.
i'm up writing an essay on political leadership theories. and i'm reading back over what i've written so far (i'm about two-thirds done).
i just realized that i'm bored by what i'm writing. and i can't pay attention to it long enough to finish a page.
they have succeeded. i write painfully focused intellectual essays and articles on stuff no one in their right mind cares about unless they're in college and it might be on the test.
i figure i'll take the GRE over christmas break. i might as well keep on going and actually write some stuff in grad school that might get published in some equally obscure, dry journal somewhere...
i have lost whatever tiny bit of hip i had left. my juju dried out. my mojo is lost.
i shall now return to comments on bass's theory of transformational leadership basis in idealized influence, inspirational motivation, intellectual stimulation, and individualized consideration.
i'm up writing an essay on political leadership theories. and i'm reading back over what i've written so far (i'm about two-thirds done).
i just realized that i'm bored by what i'm writing. and i can't pay attention to it long enough to finish a page.
they have succeeded. i write painfully focused intellectual essays and articles on stuff no one in their right mind cares about unless they're in college and it might be on the test.
i figure i'll take the GRE over christmas break. i might as well keep on going and actually write some stuff in grad school that might get published in some equally obscure, dry journal somewhere...
i have lost whatever tiny bit of hip i had left. my juju dried out. my mojo is lost.
i shall now return to comments on bass's theory of transformational leadership basis in idealized influence, inspirational motivation, intellectual stimulation, and individualized consideration.