very interesting day 2 days ago
so really really really long story short 2 nights ago i ended up drinking so much ihad to go to the er where i was freaking out and shit. wow that sums it up pretty well. i don't know what else to really say. i talked to alan more today...about what went on and stuff. i am going to aa meetings well i will be as soon as i find a place, but my mommy got me a list of places. so now i am just trying to straighten things out with my life and see where it goes from here.