the curse of bad Tuesdays continue
Don't you ever wish that you can change one stupid action that would stop a series of actions from happening. Well thats how i'm feeling right about now.
Because I did one harmless thing of discussing my feelings of a friends, shit grew so fast that I ended up having to apologize to someone I have absolutly no respect for. I am so upset in a number of ways. Upset for opening my damn mouth, Upset for past events that I've since now let go but alas, the feelings resurfaced. And I'm upset for being so naive about this stupid STUPID situation...did i mention its stupid.
now all i want to do is throw this dumb laptop against the wall, go to bed and end Tuesday, but I cant do that. And even though I was the "big person" and ended things as cordial as possible...I don't feel better whatsoever. Only worse.
Damn it all I'm pissed.
Because I did one harmless thing of discussing my feelings of a friends, shit grew so fast that I ended up having to apologize to someone I have absolutly no respect for. I am so upset in a number of ways. Upset for opening my damn mouth, Upset for past events that I've since now let go but alas, the feelings resurfaced. And I'm upset for being so naive about this stupid STUPID situation...did i mention its stupid.
now all i want to do is throw this dumb laptop against the wall, go to bed and end Tuesday, but I cant do that. And even though I was the "big person" and ended things as cordial as possible...I don't feel better whatsoever. Only worse.
Damn it all I'm pissed.