Colloge of things that piss me off!

Aug 13, 2005 18:12

I don't get it at all. I am frustrated and confused and feel a little more lonely than before. I would like to just go back into my old little world and stay there, and sometimes I do just that. It pains me to keep realizing how very little friends I do have and how unimportant I am to those I thought I was close with. I feel distant and cold. Perhaps I am confused as to how close friends are suppose to be with all that I see on TV, or maybe the majority of my friends suck! I have a handfull of good ones, though. I know that they are good.

I am pissed of at the kids lately. Joey (age 8) keeps on trying to tell me what is acceptable behavior IN MY HOUSE! I tell him not to do something and he does it anyways. But what really gets me is that when he is caught he argues with me that it was okay because nothing bad happened.

That really pisses me off! You come into my house and tell me what is okay and what isn't!!!! I don't take that kind of crap from my own daughter either. She tries, though. Which reminds me, I have this friend Dan. He's a good friend, but he argues with me in front of my daughter about weather or not she should be punished or not. And my friend Janet's boyfriend used to challange my authority with my kids and encourage them to behave unexceptably. I don't care if it is his house I am in charge of my daughter and siblings! If I say no pink hair, no pink hair. If I say scoot back from the TV, I meant it. If I say don't through food at a restaurant, stop getting my kids to throw food. What's worse they won't listen to me when I am yelling at them to stop, because he is defying me as if it's all part of a game! Man that pisses me off!

My daughter, Bleu (age 7) a couple of weeks ago was with me at Eli and Jenny's after 8pm or so and woke up their infant. She was playing in their bedroom when we told her (alot) not to because the baby was asleep in there. Her and Jonathan were only to watch cartoons. She decided that she wanted to play instead. Their room was covered with large toys because of her and the baby was woken up. Her's why I was mad. I told her,"Bleu, I didn't come over here to let you play. This is my turn to have fun. And we did let you stay up and watch cartoons. And we did tell you that you couldn't play in here. You were jumping on the bed and we could hear your voice all the way downstairs. I don't care why you think you could do all that, but this is what's going to happen now. You woke up the baby. Now my time with Jenny is over and I just got here. You knew better and did something wrong. Jenny and I did nothing wrong and now we are being punished. So now I am going to punish you. But do you think that it is right that Jenny and I get our fun time taken away because you were bad?

Certain things I really hate since becoming a parent. Being told what to do in my domain. And settling down for some fun time and having it taken away by an inconciderate ingnorant act.

It's one thing planning on less fun time because I'm a mom, but planned fun time taken away because of a troublemaker really pisses me off!
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