I'm not trying to be chicken shit

[hollychapin]

I said I was sorry and I meant it. But, If I am not allowed to email or contact you, don't send me email with profanity in it. I appoligized because I was wrong. I approched Jen because she posted a private conversation. She didn't know it would be used to hurt you. I never meant to hurt you. I misspoke about things that were none of my business. I was disrespectful of your privacy and it was unacceptable. As for Jen's public posting, that is all her. I am not going to relay everything that you said in the email. I am not going to relay or reference anything more about you to Jen than this public Journal entry. Because it was wrong! I am not the first to admit it, but I am admitting it. I don't feel that the appoligy is warrenting forgiveness, but it doesn't warrent further emails of hate and profanity. I can't stop you. Well maybe I could(not sure,/don't care) not going to try. No harm done with mean emails.

I understand that you are upset and very angry and hurt by what I had done. And I am sorry.