needed change, feeling stupid, and enjoying the lack of friends
at 8.45 last night i decided to rearrange my room. and i finished this morning. not gonna lie, its fabulous. i needed a change.
so the brian thing... no longer a problem. well, for now, we'll see how it goes.
my brothers such a better kid than me. he's fourth in his class. he does NOTHING wrong. he's really involved in school (sports and clubs and what not) and hes currently practicing for an audition for an orchestra thingy.
...he makes me feel dumb.
so ive decided... i don';t have many friends. and i like it. odd? the way i see it is, if i don't enjoy spending time with you and i dont feel like i can trust you.. then why would i be? no? guess i have trust issues... or ppl just annoy me.
so the brian thing... no longer a problem. well, for now, we'll see how it goes.
my brothers such a better kid than me. he's fourth in his class. he does NOTHING wrong. he's really involved in school (sports and clubs and what not) and hes currently practicing for an audition for an orchestra thingy.
...he makes me feel dumb.
so ive decided... i don';t have many friends. and i like it. odd? the way i see it is, if i don't enjoy spending time with you and i dont feel like i can trust you.. then why would i be? no? guess i have trust issues... or ppl just annoy me.