meltdowns, deals...maybe, frustrated... clearly.

[hollybobber17]

i may be having a meltdown.

why is it that when i tell ppl things they just dont get it. they dont try to fix it. whatever. people suck. i suck. oy vey.

i am stressing out over the brian deal. not that there should be a deal. maybe there is no deal. maybe i think there is... but theres not. maybe... maybe im an idiot. an ass. a failure at life.

clearly... im frustrated.