boyfriends causing doubt, paranoia, and non-vacations
i need to leave here. this town always has me doubting myself. ugh.. memories.
so, ive never been this bored in my life. and i have another month to go still.
wish i could be with the bitches on new years. i actually dont even know my plans... and its tomorrow. as long as im not stuck at home.. cool deal.
the brian thing is pissing me off... not gonna lie. he's got me doubting everything... whats with me and doubt?? crazy. but really, im all paranoid he'll do it again. is it cause i feel guilty? ugh. idk, maybe if he called i wouldnt be so concerned. whatever.
wow, i was about to say i need a vacation, but im on one. and.. it sucks. i need a non vacation.
sorry for complaining...
eh, happens.
so, ive never been this bored in my life. and i have another month to go still.
wish i could be with the bitches on new years. i actually dont even know my plans... and its tomorrow. as long as im not stuck at home.. cool deal.
the brian thing is pissing me off... not gonna lie. he's got me doubting everything... whats with me and doubt?? crazy. but really, im all paranoid he'll do it again. is it cause i feel guilty? ugh. idk, maybe if he called i wouldnt be so concerned. whatever.
wow, i was about to say i need a vacation, but im on one. and.. it sucks. i need a non vacation.
sorry for complaining...
eh, happens.