Horrible
I'm a horrible horrible friend. I promised I would never intentionally hurt a friend, and I did just that. I hurt someone close to me and threw things in their face I swore not to. At that point I thought our friendship was over. It's not all about me but that's what they think. I'm not that self-center, at least I don’t mean to be. I tried to be a good friend but was viewed as too pushy or tried too hard. I was competing with a ghost, so to speak, to be a better friend and look where that got me.