FUUUUUUUUUCKKKKK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
So lets see....WHERE SHALL I START?!?!
maybe this is a good place:
Numbr1ace [11:17 P.M.]: whatever holly your a fucking slut
nice..... really nice. you really know how to show that you care.
(p.s. go back to middle school and learn that it is YOU'RE.... not your. my gosh.)
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or maybe i should mention this little fact:
YOU SHOWED STRANGERS NAKED PICTURES OF ME AND TOLD THEM ALL SORTS OF PERSONAL DETAILS!
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or maybe I should just say this:
FUCK YOU!
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i have never been more disrespected in my entire life. don't you DARE try to fucking blame this on me. I broke up with you! (do i need to go back to 3rd grade and add the phrase "fair and square"??? as in, it was for a legitimate reason.)
what was that reason, you ask??? first of all, yes... i missed you a lot, i hated the distance bc all it did was magnify our problems. but also, you were so fucking judgemental. you always pointed out flaws (and i dont care what you say, phrases like "that dress would look better if your tits were perkier" can't be misinterpreted.) and that just doesn't work for me. you are anal as hell; i'm not. it was doomed. you cut your food with your knife going between the middle slots on your fork... most of the time i don't use utensils when i eat. it was just a poor match. not to mention your consistent lack of respect for me. when i say i want to get off the phone, its simply respectful to let me do so... not keep talking until i am forced to hang up on you (which you know i dont do so you take advantage of that fact). PLUS you had little to no patience with me, and you fully admitted that to me while we were together. AND not to mention just pointless dumbass comments such as "whipped cream tastes sooo much better off of a strippers tit" and needless shit like that. And you just literally put me through hell most of the time, you gave me such a hard time about everything and just got under my skin simply to get under my skin. Theres no need for that and its simply a total disregard for my feelings. Bottom line: we weren't right for each other and i wasn't perfectly happy (and you clearly didn't care as much as you so self-righteously claim to have, otherwise you wouldn't want other people seeing me NAKED and you wouldn't have disrespected me in such a cruel and vindictive way.)
So don't you dare tell me I broke up with you for bullshit reasons and that "breaking up with you was the biggest mistake i've ever made" because, judging by that full paragraph i just typed up (which were just the standard reasons, i didnt even get into detail), I had grounds for acting the way I did. Therefore, I don't feel that I was the "original dick," as you so poetically put it. THUS, your arguments for the ultimate breaking of my trust and for the total lack of respect for me you have demonstrated, my dear, are flawed as hell.
I had every right to start dating him when I did. We were broken up, and you practically gave me your blessing; you said the words "if you need someone to be with, he seems like a good choice". Besides, I would say the "original dick" move would have to ultimately be your fucking shit up while we were together, because had that not happened, and had I had NO reason to break up with you, then none of this would have happened....Had I not "done what I did to you," you wouldn't have done what you did? No Derek, had you not been a complete and total asshole beforehand and that night itself, you would not have done what you did. You only have yourself to blame.
And if you are at all offended by this journal entry--good! Because you have NO IDEA how offended I am by your actions. I am the one that decides who sees me naked. Not you. The second you took that power away from me, you lost all my respect and consideration. When you took away my rights as a person, you forfeited your own. Go fuck yourself.
(And just for some comic relief for everyone else reading this: Derek happened to get drunk and show everyone these pictures at a friend's house in new brunswick. and wow what a coincidence, it happened to be the same house as the new guy i am dating. THUS...all of his housemates have now seen me naked. AND he broke his friend's bed. and all of his housemates recounted all of the events of the evening to him. yes, that means that he now fully knows derek and i's whole sex life! i know how y'all enjoy irony so i thought id throw that out there hahahaha, i really am i walking movie or something right?)
maybe this is a good place:
Numbr1ace [11:17 P.M.]: whatever holly your a fucking slut
nice..... really nice. you really know how to show that you care.
(p.s. go back to middle school and learn that it is YOU'RE.... not your. my gosh.)
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or maybe i should mention this little fact:
YOU SHOWED STRANGERS NAKED PICTURES OF ME AND TOLD THEM ALL SORTS OF PERSONAL DETAILS!
-------------------------------------------------------------
or maybe I should just say this:
FUCK YOU!
-------------------------------------------------------------
i have never been more disrespected in my entire life. don't you DARE try to fucking blame this on me. I broke up with you! (do i need to go back to 3rd grade and add the phrase "fair and square"??? as in, it was for a legitimate reason.)
what was that reason, you ask??? first of all, yes... i missed you a lot, i hated the distance bc all it did was magnify our problems. but also, you were so fucking judgemental. you always pointed out flaws (and i dont care what you say, phrases like "that dress would look better if your tits were perkier" can't be misinterpreted.) and that just doesn't work for me. you are anal as hell; i'm not. it was doomed. you cut your food with your knife going between the middle slots on your fork... most of the time i don't use utensils when i eat. it was just a poor match. not to mention your consistent lack of respect for me. when i say i want to get off the phone, its simply respectful to let me do so... not keep talking until i am forced to hang up on you (which you know i dont do so you take advantage of that fact). PLUS you had little to no patience with me, and you fully admitted that to me while we were together. AND not to mention just pointless dumbass comments such as "whipped cream tastes sooo much better off of a strippers tit" and needless shit like that. And you just literally put me through hell most of the time, you gave me such a hard time about everything and just got under my skin simply to get under my skin. Theres no need for that and its simply a total disregard for my feelings. Bottom line: we weren't right for each other and i wasn't perfectly happy (and you clearly didn't care as much as you so self-righteously claim to have, otherwise you wouldn't want other people seeing me NAKED and you wouldn't have disrespected me in such a cruel and vindictive way.)
So don't you dare tell me I broke up with you for bullshit reasons and that "breaking up with you was the biggest mistake i've ever made" because, judging by that full paragraph i just typed up (which were just the standard reasons, i didnt even get into detail), I had grounds for acting the way I did. Therefore, I don't feel that I was the "original dick," as you so poetically put it. THUS, your arguments for the ultimate breaking of my trust and for the total lack of respect for me you have demonstrated, my dear, are flawed as hell.
I had every right to start dating him when I did. We were broken up, and you practically gave me your blessing; you said the words "if you need someone to be with, he seems like a good choice". Besides, I would say the "original dick" move would have to ultimately be your fucking shit up while we were together, because had that not happened, and had I had NO reason to break up with you, then none of this would have happened....Had I not "done what I did to you," you wouldn't have done what you did? No Derek, had you not been a complete and total asshole beforehand and that night itself, you would not have done what you did. You only have yourself to blame.
And if you are at all offended by this journal entry--good! Because you have NO IDEA how offended I am by your actions. I am the one that decides who sees me naked. Not you. The second you took that power away from me, you lost all my respect and consideration. When you took away my rights as a person, you forfeited your own. Go fuck yourself.
(And just for some comic relief for everyone else reading this: Derek happened to get drunk and show everyone these pictures at a friend's house in new brunswick. and wow what a coincidence, it happened to be the same house as the new guy i am dating. THUS...all of his housemates have now seen me naked. AND he broke his friend's bed. and all of his housemates recounted all of the events of the evening to him. yes, that means that he now fully knows derek and i's whole sex life! i know how y'all enjoy irony so i thought id throw that out there hahahaha, i really am i walking movie or something right?)