The Week of Xtc
No longer day dreaming of the German.
Only in my thoughts does he sometimes pass.
But now with emotions from others & my own lust stirring....
Lots of odd thoughts in redefining love, relationships, & idealisms. Have you ever questioned yourself one day out of noticing changes in friendships & when you get the chance to know someone new? I've been dodging every bullet of the mere thought of dating or hook ups.. When you give yourself goals that aren't romantic you begin to see things like a business. But love is not a business & it shouldn't be treated like one. Feelings are illogical & even the sad ones can create feelings of euphoria. So currently, tho not inlove..just pondering if I could ever be.
I'm in a state of haziness so thick I could be the biggest druggie on the island.
Only in my thoughts does he sometimes pass.
But now with emotions from others & my own lust stirring....
Lots of odd thoughts in redefining love, relationships, & idealisms. Have you ever questioned yourself one day out of noticing changes in friendships & when you get the chance to know someone new? I've been dodging every bullet of the mere thought of dating or hook ups.. When you give yourself goals that aren't romantic you begin to see things like a business. But love is not a business & it shouldn't be treated like one. Feelings are illogical & even the sad ones can create feelings of euphoria. So currently, tho not inlove..just pondering if I could ever be.
I'm in a state of haziness so thick I could be the biggest druggie on the island.