I do, I do, I do
I want to sleep. Just so I can feel the cold sheets on my skin. But I know, if I do that, I will loose the mind I've been claiming for so long. Forget the sunlight beams through my window. Forgive my past. Forget my sunburns & blisters. Forget that though I'm no stranger to adventure I have lost alot of trust for people. That I fear the future & aging. But when I sleep I only have dreams. I just need optimissim.~