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Tonight I went to Ashley's dads wake.
I went with my boss, Jess, Matt, Meghan, Kim, Kims Mom, Andrew and Liz.
It was a long drive.
We got there and Ashley was outside smoking a cigarette with Gina and Jess.
She didnt look too bad.
She gave us all a hug.
We stood outside for a while.
We then walked in and signed the book.
To the left of me I could see a boy in a suit.
Immediatly I knew it was her younger brother.
Who was 13..
All I could think of was this little boy.
His father...just dead.
His life wont be the same, I gurantee.
And poor Ashley, she is only 21.
We all said a prayer at the casket, and went through the line of family.
I didnt even look at her brother.
I couldnt.
As soon as I passed him and went to hug Ashley I just started crying.
Its so sad.
I told her I couldnt look at her brother.
She said she understood.
She told me she loved me, and that I was her angel.
She said the worst part of the night was to see me cry.
I could not ever imagine loosing my dad at such a young age.
Thinking about it makes me sick.
I went with my boss, Jess, Matt, Meghan, Kim, Kims Mom, Andrew and Liz.
It was a long drive.
We got there and Ashley was outside smoking a cigarette with Gina and Jess.
She didnt look too bad.
She gave us all a hug.
We stood outside for a while.
We then walked in and signed the book.
To the left of me I could see a boy in a suit.
Immediatly I knew it was her younger brother.
Who was 13..
All I could think of was this little boy.
His father...just dead.
His life wont be the same, I gurantee.
And poor Ashley, she is only 21.
We all said a prayer at the casket, and went through the line of family.
I didnt even look at her brother.
I couldnt.
As soon as I passed him and went to hug Ashley I just started crying.
Its so sad.
I told her I couldnt look at her brother.
She said she understood.
She told me she loved me, and that I was her angel.
She said the worst part of the night was to see me cry.
I could not ever imagine loosing my dad at such a young age.
Thinking about it makes me sick.