"Black or White?" "wait there's no gray??"
Witht he thoughts of my last post blurring all the thoughts in my head all day today, I was quite robotic. I wasn't speaking much or enteracting with the family the way that I usually do. I'm a very happy person, but when I start to dwell on anything for long periods of time, I just go to a different world. I'm here, but I'm not. So with my mind bogged down and thinking intensely on the "Most Controversial books in America(says srcastically)" I did the tasks that were required of me today/ : )
The other day grams and I put wood filler in the needed areas on the deck, and today we sanded them. Well she did what she could until her hip started ''barking ''at her. It's all good though, it wasn't that hard anyhow..then we started to stain it. It looks nice, they see it as brown, but i know that i see a red undertone in it..they can't. well gramps and i are pretty much colorblind to begin with so yea. I could be wrong. I mean, Im not to the point where all colors seem the same like gramps is, but the blues, greens and purples are hard to differ, aswell as th pinks and red are. Its ok though. I'll deal. lols.
We are just under half way done with the deck staining process. I think that tomorrow will finish it up..its looking niiice..i said that, but oh well. this is my post. ha! I tuned in to Oprah to watch the cast of Twilight being interviewed. yes people, I have a little thing for this series, but i'm not a diehard fan that just can't breathe if i dont kiss my Edward or Jacob poster. I dont even have any of the posters. I dont even have the movies, I do have the books though..lol..I do plan on buying the movies too, but thats just becaiuse I have thins thing where if a book that I have read has been converted intoa movie, I want to ovwn the movie too. It's just one of the many things that im really weird about. That and I read my books so that they are barely opened so they are all in mint condition..lol..if there is any damage on them its because of the store, and even then it's nothing that any "normal" person would notice..I also don't likelending my books out because I know that they aren't as valuable to that person as they are to me so there is a fear that instead of using a bookmark, they will fold down the corner of the page. That just makes me want to scream. eriously, a HUGE petpeeve! I know it's selfish, butthere are libraries that I'm sure carry the books that I have..go there..fold their pages..lol..
Sorry about that..i just went off into a weird whatever that was ^^up there.^^Back to Oprah. It was one of the better interviews that I have seen with that cast. I was laughing alot even though i was still robot-like..my stomache just has been in an uproar this past week. I just feel nautious at the smell f any food. and no..there is NO way that i am preggo..for reals..its just not a happy belly..everything else is normal, but my tummy just wants me to vomit but It never comes up..sorry this is prolly grose, but yea..i htink that its too much red meat. They loove red meat here and i just really can live without it. I dont really like the taste of it, but i know that grams isnt going to alter foods she buys just for me. I know she knows what im feeling like too because she was a vegitarian up until she married my gramps...idk..if I stop eating meat i know that i wont get all the nutrients that i need because we eat veggies, but not all fresh or raw (which are my faves) and we dont have much of anything else to eat other than meat for meals. The food supply just doesnt quite cover the needs for my prefered eating style..lame..il see what I can do to change that..Another thing that i find funny is that I KNOW that I make a face whenever we are going to have red meat for dinner, but it just gets ignored..lol..I would ignore it too, but now im just not going to eat it. my tummy is always hurting after dinner and i dont eat it all, so it's not overeating at all..it th friggin red meat..UGH!
Im done complaining and boring you with the unentertaingness that of my thoughts.
The other day grams and I put wood filler in the needed areas on the deck, and today we sanded them. Well she did what she could until her hip started ''barking ''at her. It's all good though, it wasn't that hard anyhow..then we started to stain it. It looks nice, they see it as brown, but i know that i see a red undertone in it..they can't. well gramps and i are pretty much colorblind to begin with so yea. I could be wrong. I mean, Im not to the point where all colors seem the same like gramps is, but the blues, greens and purples are hard to differ, aswell as th pinks and red are. Its ok though. I'll deal. lols.
We are just under half way done with the deck staining process. I think that tomorrow will finish it up..its looking niiice..i said that, but oh well. this is my post. ha! I tuned in to Oprah to watch the cast of Twilight being interviewed. yes people, I have a little thing for this series, but i'm not a diehard fan that just can't breathe if i dont kiss my Edward or Jacob poster. I dont even have any of the posters. I dont even have the movies, I do have the books though..lol..I do plan on buying the movies too, but thats just becaiuse I have thins thing where if a book that I have read has been converted intoa movie, I want to ovwn the movie too. It's just one of the many things that im really weird about. That and I read my books so that they are barely opened so they are all in mint condition..lol..if there is any damage on them its because of the store, and even then it's nothing that any "normal" person would notice..I also don't likelending my books out because I know that they aren't as valuable to that person as they are to me so there is a fear that instead of using a bookmark, they will fold down the corner of the page. That just makes me want to scream. eriously, a HUGE petpeeve! I know it's selfish, butthere are libraries that I'm sure carry the books that I have..go there..fold their pages..lol..
Sorry about that..i just went off into a weird whatever that was ^^up there.^^Back to Oprah. It was one of the better interviews that I have seen with that cast. I was laughing alot even though i was still robot-like..my stomache just has been in an uproar this past week. I just feel nautious at the smell f any food. and no..there is NO way that i am preggo..for reals..its just not a happy belly..everything else is normal, but my tummy just wants me to vomit but It never comes up..sorry this is prolly grose, but yea..i htink that its too much red meat. They loove red meat here and i just really can live without it. I dont really like the taste of it, but i know that grams isnt going to alter foods she buys just for me. I know she knows what im feeling like too because she was a vegitarian up until she married my gramps...idk..if I stop eating meat i know that i wont get all the nutrients that i need because we eat veggies, but not all fresh or raw (which are my faves) and we dont have much of anything else to eat other than meat for meals. The food supply just doesnt quite cover the needs for my prefered eating style..lame..il see what I can do to change that..Another thing that i find funny is that I KNOW that I make a face whenever we are going to have red meat for dinner, but it just gets ignored..lol..I would ignore it too, but now im just not going to eat it. my tummy is always hurting after dinner and i dont eat it all, so it's not overeating at all..it th friggin red meat..UGH!
Im done complaining and boring you with the unentertaingness that of my thoughts.