Mar 06, 2008 10:51
sometimes i wonder what in the hell i'm going???
but then i realize i've got to do this for myself.
i question myself everyday, and normally i would have already given in.
so thats why i'm sticking it out.
i just want to be happy, and nothing i was doing before worked.
so i'm gonna do it differently.
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I don't think you were able to do either one of those before.
Make things about you for a change!
[Within moderation of course!]
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sorry i fucked up
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But you have to understand that Holly is my best friend and I was friends with you because I love her and she loved you. You did a lot of wrong things to her and the entire situation, which makes me have a feeling of dislike for you. Like what if your moms husband was being a jerk to your mom constantly? You would dislike him wouldnt you? It the same thing here. I care a lot about Holly and I knew of all the crappy things you were doing and it makes me dislike you.
Im sorry but thats just how it is right now.
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really bad actually
i understand how you could be upset with me
but im trying now
god damnit
i dont even know what to say
im very sorry to you
and even more sorry to holly
this is already the worst mistake ive made in my life
and now it gets better
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