May 03, 2004 18:40
Well you guys it's almost over. I can't believe it all went by so quick. It's just so hard to believe. I'm amazed that I made it. I have God to thank for all of it. I lost my mom and my other half. Thanks to all of you who were here with me through it all. Theres so many of you that I hope I dont lose touch with. I feel like a door is closing. But I know that this is a new journey that I have to make.
There is someone that I really like and my head tells me to tell him, but my heart says no because its tired of hurting. Maybe this will be different. Even though some people think that I dont have a chance. Other than that, I'm really sad that all this is ending. But it's all a part of a plan right?
i love you guys!