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[holly_hock]

I'm sitting here all by myself
Just trying to think of something to do
Trying to think of something, anything
Just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out,
Cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
To leave the rest of the world behind.

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did,
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did,
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did,
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did.

I'm sitting here trying to convince myself
That you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
And the more I want you here with me.
You know the holidays are coming up,
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmastime with you
Will kill me if i'm on my own.

I know it's not the smartest thing to do,
We just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight.