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IT SNOWED TODAY! how freakin awesome. i hope we get more tonight so me and my gurls can do our late night sledding 2morrow night!
this past week has just been blah. theres just not much to say about it cuz..well nothing happened.
idk what im gonna do about prom. i havent found a dress and i havent told any1 yes. thats odd how that rhymed. but yea..i found another dress online that i like (cuz the 1st one was TOO expensive) but i havent gone to look at it. and i have either said no or not responded to the people who have asked. i might just go by myself. i think i would have more fun that way. i need to go to the tanning bed and exercise too.
MY BIRTHDAY IS ON WED.!!! feb. 2 hell freakin yea im gonna be 17! i think all the girls are gonna get together and do something...idk what tho. and i got off work next sunday just so i dont hafta do anything that weekend. yay relaxing.
i found me a car. idk if im gonna get it. i still need to go look at some jeep libertys just to see which i like better. but i think this is the one. here it is...
http://www.mazdausa.com/MusaWeb/displayPage.action?pageParameter=modelsGallery&modelYear=2005&vehicleCode=MZ3
all about the boys....ugh:
*guy #1) well i told the guy i like how i felt. no big deal cuz its just a crush. but we both knew it wouldnt work just because of his ex is my best friend. odd i know. we are just gonna be friends like always. im cool with it.
*then on to brent) he pisses me off. he says "hey lets start over" hmm..ok. he says he is gonna end things with parker. ok. took him awhile but he came back and said "yea i know i need to stop thinking about her and i am gonna focus on you." then he asked me to prom. i told him i didnt know and i would get back to him. so he gave me a time limit of 2 days....wtf. well i never responded back so my 2 days are up and im guessing he took it as a no. then...this is what i read in her journal "Me and Brent are argueing once again. I am about to end everything. Its been crazy long.. I know I do alot wrong but I cant change. He doesnt show me he cares..so until then.. nothing new." i dont have a problem with her. we didnt use to be too fond of each other but now its cool. shes even coming to hang out with us for my b-day. what i have a problem with is brent. he goes behind her back and comes to me sayin one thing then goes behind my back and says the opposite to her. what a freakin crapbag ball of stupid.
this is my song for him:
What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there
Your eyes they *sparkle*
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care
Sometimes shattered
Never open
Nothing matters
When you're broken
That was me whenever I was with you
Always ending
Always over
Back and forth, up and down like a ROLLERCOASTER
I am breaking
That habit
Today
There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
Take the hint and walk away
'Cause I'm gone
Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone
You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You're wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone