just another update of my life
so things have been really different since my last entry. i dont feel depressed anymore. i think once i got this one person out of my mind and realized hes my past and i dont care nemore then im happier. i kinda miss having a guy around though. i dont need a boyfriend and sometimes i dont want one but i miss having some1 to talk to and hang out with. ya kno some1 to hold and be close to. but im not gonna try and go out and search for a guy. i have my 2 best guy friends (lucas and matt) and for right now thats all i need.
im so glad its christmas break. ahh i just needed to get done with precal and interior design. those classes drove me crazy. i think i did good in my classes, maybe not precal tho :\
i had a good christmas. we went to the lovefeast at old salem on christmas eve. then on christmas morning i opened presents then my grandparents came over and then i went to my other grandmas house. i got clothes and shoes, a watch, ralph lauren romance perfume, a purse, jewelry, money, and some other stuff. i got everything i wanted so im not complaining.
i went out with stacey today to chilis and then we went prom dress shopping. i found a couple at cache. my plans are to : find a dress, get a tan, exercise, find a date. im not worried about a date tho. i wanna go with a friend (either my gurls or a guy friend) cuz i dont wanna be attached to some1 all night. who knows...i still got awhile.
but then we chilled at her house for awhile then went to venezias with jess and my parents. then lucas came and hung out for awhile. my mom thinks me and jess are gay. haha its kinda funny. i wouldnt doubt it if every1 else thought that too.
2morrow i think me and the gurls are gonna go out to eat then to a movie then starbucks. it will be fun to have a gurls night again. i love them!
i wanna get a group together again. like guys and gurls. maybe the gurls and then lucas, zach, darcy, and whoevers else. we havent done it in forever just cuz no1 gets along. especially me and brent. but ya kno he doesnt hafta come.
i need plans for new years. hopefully the gurls can get together. a gurl from work invited me to her goin away party. its gonna be a lot of college people so idk. we will see what plans come up.
well im done for now....later <3 holly
im so glad its christmas break. ahh i just needed to get done with precal and interior design. those classes drove me crazy. i think i did good in my classes, maybe not precal tho :\
i had a good christmas. we went to the lovefeast at old salem on christmas eve. then on christmas morning i opened presents then my grandparents came over and then i went to my other grandmas house. i got clothes and shoes, a watch, ralph lauren romance perfume, a purse, jewelry, money, and some other stuff. i got everything i wanted so im not complaining.
i went out with stacey today to chilis and then we went prom dress shopping. i found a couple at cache. my plans are to : find a dress, get a tan, exercise, find a date. im not worried about a date tho. i wanna go with a friend (either my gurls or a guy friend) cuz i dont wanna be attached to some1 all night. who knows...i still got awhile.
but then we chilled at her house for awhile then went to venezias with jess and my parents. then lucas came and hung out for awhile. my mom thinks me and jess are gay. haha its kinda funny. i wouldnt doubt it if every1 else thought that too.
2morrow i think me and the gurls are gonna go out to eat then to a movie then starbucks. it will be fun to have a gurls night again. i love them!
i wanna get a group together again. like guys and gurls. maybe the gurls and then lucas, zach, darcy, and whoevers else. we havent done it in forever just cuz no1 gets along. especially me and brent. but ya kno he doesnt hafta come.
i need plans for new years. hopefully the gurls can get together. a gurl from work invited me to her goin away party. its gonna be a lot of college people so idk. we will see what plans come up.
well im done for now....later <3 holly