Aug 01, 2004 00:06
jus got back tonight from the beach. in a way im happy cuz i miss every1 here in DC but im sad cuz i didnt wanna leave the beach and all my friends there. i hafta say it was one of the best trips ive taken. me and stacey had so much fun and met some of the best people!! it was so peaceful to get away from drama. we deff. got us some boys! lol. i love the locals there cuz they r so laid back and i love the town. taylor, brett, and kelsey were awesome. then our massachusetts boys. <<---did i spell that right? neways. pat and paul taught us how to speak like northerners. haha "i parked my car in harvard yard". then we met my boy steve. he was awesome. 19 and from new jersey. hopefully we will keep in touch with all of them and maybe see them next year when we go back. but thats about all im sayin about it now...if ya wanna kno more then ill tell ya later.
i think the smallest things are the sweetest things....like laying on the beach at night for hours just staring at the moon and the stars. its the simple things that can make a gurl happy.
being away gets my mind off u. when i dont think of u then im not hurting. now that im home u flood my mind. i wanna be strong enough to not let my thoughts of u drown me. i jus hate the fact that when i get the courage to tell u how i feel then it doesnt matter nemore. and i dont matter nemore. but as u say....no1 knos how things r gonna end up.