grr
gosh, I am such a crappy rider. This sucks! I tried doing what I originally thought would work to make bennie and I better, but the thing is, I just kept getting angry at him for every little thing he did. I cant hold him together anymore, my position sucks, and its my fault that he's being the way he is, yet I still punish him for the things that I do wrong, what the hell is wrong with me? He's starting to loose respect for me, and I really REALLY need to get it back, and fast.
(sorry about my rant)
(sorry about my rant)