I'm SO BORED!

May 08, 2004 22:33

General
Age?: 16
Height?: 5'4
Weight?: 138
Lowest Weight?: 113
Highest Weight?: 143
What weight do you want to weigh?: 99-102
What eating disorder do you have?: Ana.

In Depth
How many calories do you eat in a day, on average?: 200-400
Do you throw up your food on occasion?: sometimes, It's really hard for me to.
Do you want to look like a supermodel/actress?: Model
Are you in some sort of extracurricular sport, ie soccer or track?:softball
Has anyone ever teased you about your weight?: when i was younger.
Have you ever fasted? Yep.
Do you take laxatives to get rid of food/calories?: Sometimes, when I know I will be home ALL DAY ( had a bad experience once.)
Are you 'inspired' by models/actresses?: models
Have you ever been hospitalised for your ED?: No
Have you ever ingested Ipecac to induce vomiting?: No
Have you ever tried to recover from your eating disorder?: I did, but it was forced

Body Image Q's
Do you constantly see yourself as fat, even though others say you are not?: Yes, but they are wrong.
What part of your body would you change?: All of it.
On a scale of 1-10, how happy are you with your body?: 2
Do you judge your value/merit solely on your weight/body?: Somewhat. I just think things will be better when I am satisfied with my weight
Because of your body apperance/weight, have you become severely depressed?: yes.
Do you constantly compare your bodies to supermodels/actresses?: yes.

Health/Food
Do you think you eat healthy enough?: No
Are you morbidly afraid to eat carbs?: I HATE THEM, But I eat them anyway
Fat grams?: blech.
Calories?: prohibited.
Are you often tired/fatigued?: Yes!
Do you feel more energised after eating food?: Nope. I feel sloppy and moopy (I know that's not a word)
Do you eat meat?: No.
Do you eat your food in a certain way? I pick at it, I have to eat one thing at a time
Do people tell you you look sick or famished?: i have been told that.
Have you ever thrown up blood?: No.
Is your heart bpm above 49?: Yeah, ummm no idea.
Do you have fainting spells from lack of eating?: I get dizzy. I want to faint (It that odd??)

Other Stuff
Do you think the media is at fault for the prevalence of eating disorders?: to an extent.
What's your opinion of Pro-Ana?: I like it, but that's because I AM pro-ana
Do you have any other mental disorders? SI, manic depressive
What's your favourite food to eat?: steamed veggies
Favourite drink?: diet coke with lime/coffee
Do you often wish you didn't have an ED?: No. I want to be perfect, and it helps me.
Do you want to recover?: Hell no!
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