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:things that have been going on:
*band* - recording and shows. so far ok. and doing well. I'm mostly pleased.
*work*- is fucking sucking. a lot. i work to much and don't get paid enough and Thornton is being a big douche bag and I'm considering quiting. I WILL be looking for a new job soon.
*friends*- lacking, a lot are not meeting my expectations. and really rather pissing me off to put it nice and simple. some are two faced. and talk shit behind my back. if you've got something to say fucking look me in the eye and tell me. you don't have to keep talkin shit to everyone but me.
*home* - has really fucking sucked. i hate being home so i am rarely ever home. I'd rather sleep outside in the rain half of the time and i can't even sleep anyways. my dad is home and i am hoping i have my freedom still.
*Myself* - I'm very unpleased with myself and how i have been acting lately. i have been rather bored with my life and find no point in it and i don't see myself looking forward to anything anymore. I'm lonely, miserable, discontent to everything and one, and i don't find excitement in anything as of the past few weeks. I am draining myself by working 45 unappreciated hours a week.
*relationship status* - single as hell. and it prolly wont change soon.
:THE eND:
*band* - recording and shows. so far ok. and doing well. I'm mostly pleased.
*work*- is fucking sucking. a lot. i work to much and don't get paid enough and Thornton is being a big douche bag and I'm considering quiting. I WILL be looking for a new job soon.
*friends*- lacking, a lot are not meeting my expectations. and really rather pissing me off to put it nice and simple. some are two faced. and talk shit behind my back. if you've got something to say fucking look me in the eye and tell me. you don't have to keep talkin shit to everyone but me.
*home* - has really fucking sucked. i hate being home so i am rarely ever home. I'd rather sleep outside in the rain half of the time and i can't even sleep anyways. my dad is home and i am hoping i have my freedom still.
*Myself* - I'm very unpleased with myself and how i have been acting lately. i have been rather bored with my life and find no point in it and i don't see myself looking forward to anything anymore. I'm lonely, miserable, discontent to everything and one, and i don't find excitement in anything as of the past few weeks. I am draining myself by working 45 unappreciated hours a week.
*relationship status* - single as hell. and it prolly wont change soon.
:THE eND: