soooo....
drama is ok. im glad it is almost over but in ways i am not. i do want it to be a different show. this one is funny though.
im sure people can tell if i like someone. im so bad with those things. i dont know how to go about them. only a couple i told, but people can prolly tell. i just dont know how to go about it.
ill finish later... since i dont have myspace anymore.
-=:EDIT:=-
well im in physics now. i need to pay attention. i think i will try to get on honor role. that would help with school stuff. im just really lazy.
but yea, back to somethings. it bothers me. that i cant talk to her anymore. i mean i do. but uncaringly and just chillin and stuff. i have liked her since retreat last year. and i dunno i saw an amazing side of her. that i want to get to know more about. at senior retreat i tried to picture what it would be like to be with her for the rest of my life. it would be so much fun. and i just want to know what it would be like right now. i dunno. it just makes me sad. i know she is way busy, but i wanna let her know how i feel. it will happen soon i hope.
i dont want anything that happened over the weekend to change how i feel about her and junk. and i dont want it to seem like that is why i like her. i have never really come out about that. and told anyone. alex, todd, and kyle know about it. like who it is. and i dunno i have not really told anyone. i really miss my friends too.(jen, heather, and dan) i misss hanging out with them.
but yea.... imma go so i can try to get some decent grades.
peace out lovers
-will-
im sure people can tell if i like someone. im so bad with those things. i dont know how to go about them. only a couple i told, but people can prolly tell. i just dont know how to go about it.
ill finish later... since i dont have myspace anymore.
-=:EDIT:=-
well im in physics now. i need to pay attention. i think i will try to get on honor role. that would help with school stuff. im just really lazy.
but yea, back to somethings. it bothers me. that i cant talk to her anymore. i mean i do. but uncaringly and just chillin and stuff. i have liked her since retreat last year. and i dunno i saw an amazing side of her. that i want to get to know more about. at senior retreat i tried to picture what it would be like to be with her for the rest of my life. it would be so much fun. and i just want to know what it would be like right now. i dunno. it just makes me sad. i know she is way busy, but i wanna let her know how i feel. it will happen soon i hope.
i dont want anything that happened over the weekend to change how i feel about her and junk. and i dont want it to seem like that is why i like her. i have never really come out about that. and told anyone. alex, todd, and kyle know about it. like who it is. and i dunno i have not really told anyone. i really miss my friends too.(jen, heather, and dan) i misss hanging out with them.
but yea.... imma go so i can try to get some decent grades.
peace out lovers
-will-