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i am kinda alot of sad. i shouldnt be. i just miss people. i just realized how much i miss elise. which is alot. i used to tell her everything. and talk. and i miss having someone i can count on being there, like when i am sad. and happy. not just for hard times but for the good ones too. i remember talking about that with her once. i dunno. i havent really had anyone in my life who has had impact like she has. she is so awesome. all i can ask for is for her to be happy. and hopefully as we have our last year in high school, we are better friends again. i know there is more i want to say, i just dont know how.
there are other friendships i miss. and some i could careless about. i miss matt too. and nick. i dunno i just feel like he doesnt like me sometimes. i dunno i try not to let it bother me. but it does sometimes. i dunno. o well.
things will be ok i am sure.
on a happier note. i am really happy. besides this small sad moment. im going out with a girl named jessica. it has been for a few weeks now. she makes me alot of happy. which is good. i talk to her abut everynight. i dont get tired of her, she has something to say and isnt ever really boring, there are things about her. i dunno i just cant explain it. i just hope this goes on for a long long time. i expect it too. i just hope it does. she makes me smile alot. and i like it alot.
tomorrow is marching band. i am afraid i might mess that up... i think i broke a toe or two. last night. it is hard to walk. but i am adapting even though it hurts alot. but yea. that is that. so look forward to me being off step. and just trying to keep up
well i am outta here. later kids.'
will
there are other friendships i miss. and some i could careless about. i miss matt too. and nick. i dunno i just feel like he doesnt like me sometimes. i dunno i try not to let it bother me. but it does sometimes. i dunno. o well.
things will be ok i am sure.
on a happier note. i am really happy. besides this small sad moment. im going out with a girl named jessica. it has been for a few weeks now. she makes me alot of happy. which is good. i talk to her abut everynight. i dont get tired of her, she has something to say and isnt ever really boring, there are things about her. i dunno i just cant explain it. i just hope this goes on for a long long time. i expect it too. i just hope it does. she makes me smile alot. and i like it alot.
tomorrow is marching band. i am afraid i might mess that up... i think i broke a toe or two. last night. it is hard to walk. but i am adapting even though it hurts alot. but yea. that is that. so look forward to me being off step. and just trying to keep up
well i am outta here. later kids.'
will