Elliptische Illusionen
So many events to relate since the last post I made. As much as I was looking at the positive, I was just failing to notice how far I was letting myself go in school. I was there, and I had determination, but I was failing to actually perform and get the work done.
This led to me losing my scholarship, and hopefully I can appeal it. The large reason that I was failing to really acknowledge it was that my depression was just making me turn a blind eye to what I didn't want to see. I ended up facing it head on in the end and struggling with everything falling down on my schoulders.
I must say that the vacation was much needed. I got to see my babygirl. I proposed to her on the 15th, right before she left, and she said yes. Come August she'll be moving in and we'll begin our lives together by tackling our differing emotional problems along with managing our house and finishing up school. It's hard to look a year into the future, but it's something we've been doing a lot. As long as we can maintain the very steady and direct path, we should be able to pull it off, with a little luck, hard work and support from friends, right?
Until then, I live in our new apartment in Essington Village, with our cat Punkin. It's much more sincere to call him Meow because he has a tendacy to be an extremely talkitive cat. He doesn't seem to bother my allergies too much, which is a little surprising as I haven't been able to really be around cats in forever.
Anyway, until next time, you know where to find me.
This led to me losing my scholarship, and hopefully I can appeal it. The large reason that I was failing to really acknowledge it was that my depression was just making me turn a blind eye to what I didn't want to see. I ended up facing it head on in the end and struggling with everything falling down on my schoulders.
I must say that the vacation was much needed. I got to see my babygirl. I proposed to her on the 15th, right before she left, and she said yes. Come August she'll be moving in and we'll begin our lives together by tackling our differing emotional problems along with managing our house and finishing up school. It's hard to look a year into the future, but it's something we've been doing a lot. As long as we can maintain the very steady and direct path, we should be able to pull it off, with a little luck, hard work and support from friends, right?
Until then, I live in our new apartment in Essington Village, with our cat Punkin. It's much more sincere to call him Meow because he has a tendacy to be an extremely talkitive cat. He doesn't seem to bother my allergies too much, which is a little surprising as I haven't been able to really be around cats in forever.
Anyway, until next time, you know where to find me.