(no subject)
THIS WHOLE THING ISNT FAIR TO YOU.
WHY CANT HE JUST GO AND NEVER RETURN.
I KNOW YOU STILL CARE ABOUT HIM.
AND I DONT BLAME YOU.
BUT THIS WHOLE THING IS BULL.
I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY.
AND I TRY SO HARD TO MAKE YOU HAPPY.
BUT I FEEL LIKE A FAILURE.
AND I CANT HELP IT.
NO MATTER WHAT I DO.
SOMETHING ELSE HAPPENS OR GETS WORSE.
AND THEN I HAVE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY AGAIN.
WHICH IS FINE.
I SERIOUSLY DONT MIND.
CAUSE ALL THAT MATTERS TO ME
IS THAT YOUR HAPPY AND DONT TURN OUT LIKE I DID WHEN IT HAPPENED TO ME.
I JUST WANT YOU TO TALK ABOUT THINGS, AND NOT KEEP THEM INSIDE.
CAUSE THE'LL EVENTUALLY COME OUT SOONER OR LATER.
AND IT MIGHT NOT BE GOOD FOR YOU.
and i swear to god if he lays another hand on you ill fuckin kill him!
seriously!