You never cared then, why should I care now?

[hollowing_bones]

So why does she think I should care her opinion? Everything I've heard from her lately has been negative so why should any of it matter? I don't care about other people's opinions about the descions I make in my life. Whom I chose to talk to, hang out with, hate, love, resent, etc... all of those are personal descions made by me, and no one else can really influence on them. But to her she believes her opinion should over power mine. I should do what she wants and what she says and never really give a damn about anything else. I know shoe doesn't want me to be dating him, but her reasons for it are flawed. Can you really dislike a person if you don't know them, or know anything about them. There are people I don't know that I dislike, but atleast I dislike them for actions I know they've done. I don't decide not to like someone just because I can. She expects her opinion to matter to me, and then when I tell her I don't care about her opinion she acts upset, but why? Shouldn't I be allowed to make descions about my life and decide the way things should be done? Shouldn't I be the one taking the risk and trying new things?

I haven't really been up to a whole lot lately, except hanging out with Robbie, but it seems I never have time for anything else. Things with him are wonderful and I'm really happy with him. I've been working on the movie set with him alot. Well, not so much working as sitting and watching, but you get my drift. I went with him to his families ranch yesterday, and on friday I went to dinner and a movie with him mom and his sister.

*sigh* Life is weird. I find what she's wanted for me and now she's fighting me about it.