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Yah so its starting to sink in now that we've broken up. It hurts a little bit but not as much as I thought. I mean it sucked when I figured she wouldn't be coming over, but its worse KNOWING she's not and that she won't EVER. Oh well, its what had to be done I guess, and I'm ready to move on and forget about "us" cuz let's face it, its not gonna go back to that. I know it, and she's gotta know it, regardless of her efforts to convince me that there is hope. I think she was just trying to be nice but I don't need nice I need a girlfriend who's actually around.
I could keep whining about this but I'm SO not going to.
Got to talk to Carla for quite a while the other night. I was pretty messed up but we had a good conversation. I miss that girl like whoa. Next time she is in the area, we're gonna do some hard partying.
Been talking to some interesting people lately. Mimi asked me to call her when she was leaving on Thursday. I thought that was odd, but totaly great. I talked to her briefly and gave her my number, I don't know what this is becoming, but I'm excited to find out. Actually, a bunch of people have been requesting some Gabe time lately. Makes me feel loved.
Can't wait to go dancing single again.
Can't wait til Cory can come over and play with me and Cid. I may call Kyle...
Good times ahead.
I could keep whining about this but I'm SO not going to.
Got to talk to Carla for quite a while the other night. I was pretty messed up but we had a good conversation. I miss that girl like whoa. Next time she is in the area, we're gonna do some hard partying.
Been talking to some interesting people lately. Mimi asked me to call her when she was leaving on Thursday. I thought that was odd, but totaly great. I talked to her briefly and gave her my number, I don't know what this is becoming, but I'm excited to find out. Actually, a bunch of people have been requesting some Gabe time lately. Makes me feel loved.
Can't wait to go dancing single again.
Can't wait til Cory can come over and play with me and Cid. I may call Kyle...
Good times ahead.