Mar 16, 2008 17:20
i think things make sense now for the most part. some thoughts have been forcibly restrained however.
starting to learn restraint. and calmness. though things are still fucked and i have no control.
i've made strides against sobriety. the numbness always wears off at some point. i need to deal with the consequences.
everything is currently a bit misplaced. still attempting to pick up the pieces.
i don't know what it means...if it even means anything.