Claire. Dear Claire. I dont see why you care about how I feel towards you. I dont think you ever did. Period. You say you had "a thing" for me, when it really wasnt anything. Though, I had a thing for you. Wasnt much to bother with, but it was something. When you told me about that one day we played at your church and you noticed me? It really felt good hearing that. Somehow the bullshyt that spits out of your mouth sounds so fucking good I walked towards what seemed to be a brickwall painted to look like a yellow brick road.
Of course, you didnt try to go forth with anything with me anyway, cuz you had a thing for Carlos behind my back. And that night, the night I spent the night at his house, and found out about you and him starting something, it fucking hurt. I even told him to tell you how I felt, but I doubt he did. I was in the Valley for not that long of a while and I thought that maybe just for one day, a few hours, you and me can finally have time on our own, maybe the way it was supposed to be since you saw me and thought my nose was the cutest thing ever. Did it happen? Not a chance. Im still waiting for that letter you were supposed to send me, too. Ya know, the one with a leaf in it? Yea, I remember.
And then you blew me away, and went forth with Carlos. And by God what happened to you two? Obviously, it didnt go far. And so now that leaves who next? To me I dont see anyone else in line.
Now, I can forgive you. Set it all aside. Forget about it and move on. Doesnt really mean Im going to talk to you again. Now, I answered your question. If you wish, answer mine.
Why do you care about how I feel about you and all this...?
Of course, you didnt try to go forth with anything with me anyway, cuz you had a thing for Carlos behind my back. And that night, the night I spent the night at his house, and found out about you and him starting something, it fucking hurt. I even told him to tell you how I felt, but I doubt he did. I was in the Valley for not that long of a while and I thought that maybe just for one day, a few hours, you and me can finally have time on our own, maybe the way it was supposed to be since you saw me and thought my nose was the cutest thing ever. Did it happen? Not a chance. Im still waiting for that letter you were supposed to send me, too. Ya know, the one with a leaf in it? Yea, I remember.
And then you blew me away, and went forth with Carlos. And by God what happened to you two? Obviously, it didnt go far. And so now that leaves who next? To me I dont see anyone else in line.
Now, I can forgive you. Set it all aside. Forget about it and move on. Doesnt really mean Im going to talk to you again. Now, I answered your question. If you wish, answer mine.
Why do you care about how I feel about you and all this...?
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