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Sometimes I wonder why I even bother. He makes me feel like I mean nothing. He tells me that he cares, and that I mean a lot to him, but if that's true he has a funny way of showing it. Is it really that hard to pick up a goddamn phone and actually call me? I mean I know your friends are important, but what the fuck am I? You crush my self-esteem until it is completely nothing, and you don't even realize it. You make me wish that.....but I never would.
I wonder why I care about you so, when it seems like you don't care at all at times. I want to cry because of how you make me feel. But I wouldn't waste the energy on someone like you. I know what you want, and well....you've already got it so I guess you can move on now and go to your next conquest. Go find another victim, I'm thru feeling worthless.
I cry to myself at night, wondering why no one cares about me the way I care about them.
I wonder why I care about you so, when it seems like you don't care at all at times. I want to cry because of how you make me feel. But I wouldn't waste the energy on someone like you. I know what you want, and well....you've already got it so I guess you can move on now and go to your next conquest. Go find another victim, I'm thru feeling worthless.
I cry to myself at night, wondering why no one cares about me the way I care about them.