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I drove up to the bean. I needed to get away and just drive. And I think I might have seen someone I know there, but I'm not completely sure. But he didn't recognize me. Who would? I've changed a lot since then, and I'm not just talking about going bald.
As I was getting out of the car it started to rain just a little bit. And I started laughing and said that Steve was trying to piss on my head......then it stopped raining. Heh......maybe he heard me? *sigh* I miss him. And now I'll never be able to see him again. Eh.... I am not going to make myself cry again... I WILL NOT! I WILL NOT! I WILL NOT! Why do all the beautiful people have to die first? Steve you were a gorgeous boy, not just on the outside. I hope you knew that.
As I was getting out of the car it started to rain just a little bit. And I started laughing and said that Steve was trying to piss on my head......then it stopped raining. Heh......maybe he heard me? *sigh* I miss him. And now I'll never be able to see him again. Eh.... I am not going to make myself cry again... I WILL NOT! I WILL NOT! I WILL NOT! Why do all the beautiful people have to die first? Steve you were a gorgeous boy, not just on the outside. I hope you knew that.