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I'm so worried about him I just might cry. He told me today that he, I guess, had a seizure and fell into a brick wall. And was lying on the ground, shaking, for a couple minutes. Oy..I don't know what I would do if anything else were to happen to him. Hopefully Kimmie would understand and not follow the same actions. Bah! I just feel so damn helpless. There is nothing I can do to make the pain stop, or to make him feel better. There is no miracle medicine I could give him that would make everything that is wrong and bad just disappear. I feel like God is punishing him to make me miserable. Whenever I find something that makes me happy He seems to want to destroy it somehow. I think He is punishing him because I care about him a great deal. Hmmm...... this was nice:
Raziel706: how are you?
ImmeanNevil: i've been better. my boyfriend told me that he had a seizure today. and it scares me because i feel so helpless and he is in a lot of pain.
Raziel706: im sorry
ImmeanNevil: it's ok. not your fault
Raziel706: i know but im sorry anyway
ImmeanNevil: i just wish i could do something to make him all better. but i can't and i just feel helpless and i hate that
Raziel706: i wish i could help you
ImmeanNevil: thank you
Raziel706: for what? i'm no help
ImmeanNevil: offering support
ImmeanNevil: grr... i just wish this whole thing was over with. i hate that there is nothing i can do to make him better.
Raziel706: i know the feeling all you can do is hope for the best and support him
Raziel706: i do hope it turns out well
ImmeanNevil: i'm scared
ImmeanNevil: i don't want anything to happen to him
Raziel706: that is unbelievably sweet
Raziel706: he lucky to have you
ImmeanNevil: aww thank you
ImmeanNevil: why is that so sweet though?
Raziel706: because you worry about him soo much
Raziel706: it just sweet
ImmeanNevil: that's what girlfriends do
Raziel706: not always
ImmeanNevil: they should
Raziel706: at least he knows you care about him
ImmeanNevil: he should
Raziel706: i don't know if any g/f i ever had cared about me at all
Raziel706: so once again i say hes lucky
Raziel706: how are you?
ImmeanNevil: i've been better. my boyfriend told me that he had a seizure today. and it scares me because i feel so helpless and he is in a lot of pain.
Raziel706: im sorry
ImmeanNevil: it's ok. not your fault
Raziel706: i know but im sorry anyway
ImmeanNevil: i just wish i could do something to make him all better. but i can't and i just feel helpless and i hate that
Raziel706: i wish i could help you
ImmeanNevil: thank you
Raziel706: for what? i'm no help
ImmeanNevil: offering support
ImmeanNevil: grr... i just wish this whole thing was over with. i hate that there is nothing i can do to make him better.
Raziel706: i know the feeling all you can do is hope for the best and support him
Raziel706: i do hope it turns out well
ImmeanNevil: i'm scared
ImmeanNevil: i don't want anything to happen to him
Raziel706: that is unbelievably sweet
Raziel706: he lucky to have you
ImmeanNevil: aww thank you
ImmeanNevil: why is that so sweet though?
Raziel706: because you worry about him soo much
Raziel706: it just sweet
ImmeanNevil: that's what girlfriends do
Raziel706: not always
ImmeanNevil: they should
Raziel706: at least he knows you care about him
ImmeanNevil: he should
Raziel706: i don't know if any g/f i ever had cared about me at all
Raziel706: so once again i say hes lucky