Ahhhhh....

Jun 19, 2005 00:39

Well, that little mental vacation was quite nice. I got so much done, and now I'm happy with myself for the first time in a while. Let me elaborate on all the things I did during my 2 weeks of insanity:
1) Solved the Rose and Ross problem. They will be moving in together now. Hopefully that'll end the drama.
2) Improved my social life. I went to a party last Saturday where I got to make some new friends and will be attending another party on Sunday, yea!
3) Finally got the brakes and starter fixed on my car. This cost me $400 but now I don't have to get under my car to start it and I can actually, you know, stop.
4) I've started a nice little pen-pal thing with the girl on Myspace. Go figure

And some not good things have happened as well, but that's bound to happen every now and then:
1) I am FLAT ASS broke. My next paycheck has to go entirely to bills, so it looks like its more Ramen and Macaroni for me! Thank god I'm single. speaking of which....
2) It looks like I've REALLY pissed off Shana. Probably due to the fact that I've been an annoying selfish bastard these past two weeks. That's a condition of my post-relationship personality, and I could give you reasons, but I'm not sure you want to hear them. I'll try to apologize and smooth things over, but that's only if she'll let me talk to her again. Last time i tried I was shot down with a "Don't touch me and don't say anything to me" This was weird for 2 reasons: 1) I wasn't actually planning on talking to her, I just happened to look at her, and 2) I haven't touched her in MONTHS, why in the hell would I suddenly do it again? Especially at work?

So this leaves me at a difficult decision. I really want to apologize and try to still be a good friend to Shana. But lately she's been especially hostile and confusing. So I ask you, dear readers, should I patch things up, or should I just let it be, move on, and chalk the whole thing up as a "learning experience?"
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