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surprise surprise, kimmy's upset. i hate this. and i'm an ass. i was thinking how on one of my other entries i put "and everyone else can go fuck themselves". i know it's something small, but that really upset me this weekend... i was even crying. i was pissed because i've tried to hang out with so many poeple this summer so many times and it just keeps blowing up in my fucking face. i'd love to see anyone. i'm not sure that anyone would want to see me, i keep asking and they keep not answering. i've been really tempted to cut again. i've gotten up to smoking almost a pack a day now, despite the fact that my dad's at home now, but I can't fucking help it. I cry about 6 hours a day, sleep for two if i'm lucky, and get yelled at for 2 to 4. it sucks. now my dad's dragging me off to wabash- yippie. how much does it cost for a hit man... a good one?