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this weekend was muchly needed. i got to be with brittany and we hung out for the first time all summer. some pretty big wounds were healed, yet strangly, some pretty big ones were created too. the healing was all on the emotional/spiritual side, yet the creating was all on the physical side. i tore up my right knee pretty badly at a softball game on friday, i pulled a muscle in my left thigh, and i've been putting a lot of strain on my left leg so my left knee is now giving out. but that's ok. brit and i took out my brother's car around 3 or so and we just went to the gas station then back home, but it was a muchly needed rush. my summer has been so dead since i haven't been able to see hardly anyone and brittany brightened it up quite a bit, i just hope it wasn't the faygo... i often think it is. aaron promised to hang out with me this summer and that made me almost pee! but he said he wouldn't do me in the walkin, even if i had drugs and alcohol, that made me cry. actually, he almost got sick to his stomach the first time i asked him. i don't care, i'll still never give up!
ahh yes, i must explain my saturday to everyone! went to bed at 4, asleep by 5, woke up at 8, helped my dad mow the law, did the dishes, walked to the pool- closed. so brit and i walked to woenkers- asleep! then we went through the bushes that jeri and i fought through- faster, but more cuts... much more. got a drink at marco's at stopped in at the gas station, went back to the pool, got lunch, swam, back to woenker's, back to the gas station for cigarettes, to scott's so travis and sam (good lookin kid) could get milk (how cute!), back to woenker's, and back to my house. that was four and a half fucking hours in 90+ degree weather!!!
sunday i woke at 9, picked up meri and jess with my dad, went to the batting cages for an hour (more 90+ degree weather), then came back, jess got picked up then meri and i went to the pool for an hour and a half and didn't get any tan (grr!). came back, dropped off meri, got some kickass (not) camping sandals (no thongs allowed!) and got back in time for dinner with the family then i went straight to marco's for three and a half hours (where i got rejected time and time again by aaron ::tear slowly crawls down face::), and my mom unexpectedly picked me up... in the middle of a cigarette, got home, showered, and had a family meeting! at this wonderful family meeting i got in trouble for not having a career research paper done, because it doesn't matter that i'm going to be a teacher, i have to research 10 different careers over the summer, and talk to two different people in each of those careers to have a "first hand opinion" about those jobs! then i found out my dad snooped through my room and while he did that he loaded shit on my computer that i have to do (SAT/pSAT shit) over the summer.
FUCK i'm tired!!!