Jill was right again
how stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
Jill was right again! I thought that I could deal with the little bitches from my exs school but I was really wrong. When she said they were bad I didn't think that they would be this fucking bad. They have really been trying to make my life hell and so fat they have because I have let them. I cared too much about my ex's stupid ass that I couldn't see what the hell I was getting myself into. I really tried to let them go but they are always finding a way to bring up his name or to get in my face. I swear I really wanted to punch kelie today and I almost did, the only things that stopped me is what Jill said and how it would just let them win at there stupid little game. I really don't know what to do. This one annoying girl from Ron's school got my sn from someone (I think it was either the coach, Kelie or Ron) well anyway I put it so only people on my buddylist could see me but I really wanted to talk to Ron so I put it so everyone could see me. Next thing I know the stupid bitches are IMing me. Now I have it so only people on my buddy list can see me and I make the mistake of changing it again!
Today I had to deal with Ron the whole day because the girls team and the guys who are goalies had practice at the same time. I don't know why I got upset when I seen Kelie and Ron talking but I did. I had Erica go for a jog with me around the field instead of getting a drink because I would have to go over by them to grab my water. Then when Ron finally did try to talk to me I blew him off. I really wanted to talk to him but I knew he would just end up hurting me again if I let him get the best of me. The only good thing about soccer today was that I had to do slide tackles and Kelie was my assigned partner so that was a little fun for me. Then after practice the coach had to have a little talk with me.....He asked that whatever problems I have with those girls I put it aside or I will find myself on the bench. I didn't even think that anyone noticed that we wernt getting along because I didn't make it obvious. I have been letting it go most of the time. I have tried to avoid them or atleast "act" nice to them when the coaches are around. I bet one of the stupid girls told the coach I was being mean. I hate having to be nice to them when I hate them so much!
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
Jill was right again! I thought that I could deal with the little bitches from my exs school but I was really wrong. When she said they were bad I didn't think that they would be this fucking bad. They have really been trying to make my life hell and so fat they have because I have let them. I cared too much about my ex's stupid ass that I couldn't see what the hell I was getting myself into. I really tried to let them go but they are always finding a way to bring up his name or to get in my face. I swear I really wanted to punch kelie today and I almost did, the only things that stopped me is what Jill said and how it would just let them win at there stupid little game. I really don't know what to do. This one annoying girl from Ron's school got my sn from someone (I think it was either the coach, Kelie or Ron) well anyway I put it so only people on my buddylist could see me but I really wanted to talk to Ron so I put it so everyone could see me. Next thing I know the stupid bitches are IMing me. Now I have it so only people on my buddy list can see me and I make the mistake of changing it again!
Today I had to deal with Ron the whole day because the girls team and the guys who are goalies had practice at the same time. I don't know why I got upset when I seen Kelie and Ron talking but I did. I had Erica go for a jog with me around the field instead of getting a drink because I would have to go over by them to grab my water. Then when Ron finally did try to talk to me I blew him off. I really wanted to talk to him but I knew he would just end up hurting me again if I let him get the best of me. The only good thing about soccer today was that I had to do slide tackles and Kelie was my assigned partner so that was a little fun for me. Then after practice the coach had to have a little talk with me.....He asked that whatever problems I have with those girls I put it aside or I will find myself on the bench. I didn't even think that anyone noticed that we wernt getting along because I didn't make it obvious. I have been letting it go most of the time. I have tried to avoid them or atleast "act" nice to them when the coaches are around. I bet one of the stupid girls told the coach I was being mean. I hate having to be nice to them when I hate them so much!