"Oh simple things where have you gone?"
Well these days have been very complicate and what not with everyone fighting and everyone just not getting along and im getting rly tired of it. I feel stuck in the middle between my boyfriend and my friend and i dunno what to do. I love ryan with all my heart. He's not hurting me anymore. We're good and our love is even stronger than before cuz we overcame everything and he chose me over doing something horrible. But why am i not happy??..Why do i still feel sad inside? I will never understand life's mysteries. Im hoping that this mystery will go away and just sort itself out. I love him and i love my friend. Its a big choice that im never ready to make. Im hoping i will get sum clarity today at dance.