Oct 19, 2005 08:20
There is an emotion so much worse then hate,
so much worse then fear or pain.
Its the feeling that you cant have what you want.
I cant have you. Im scared to continue my day.
When I go to school, I'll look for you.
You'll be with your friends, I'll be with mine.
I will notice my rotten luck. You- you'll just smile and be happy.
Im not sad nor am I scared. Im happy for you.
I am thankful that you brought me back,
I am jealous of any guy that will be with you forever.
Your a good girl. I am amazed at your personality.
Your a confusing girl. I am scared actually.
I have noticed you for a while now and when I hear your name I open my eyes.
One day when I find someone of my own, if its not you.
I will look back and not regret this feeling that I'd rather trade for punishment.
I will simply accept with gratitude my next step towards adulthood.
And that my friends, is young love.
Something a teenager will die for before his own country.