got i hate "bitches"

[hollisterkid83]

So im sittin here trying to be nice to my ex...really trying. Those who know me, know how hard this is b/c of how much i really HATE her lol. It seems like every time we talk she finds a new way to talk about the guy shes dating aka fucking. Then she knows that im gonna look down on her for fucking a guy on the first date so she tells me its none of my buisness. Well bitch if its none of my buisness, why bring it up. Im so sick of even having her in my life. Im so happy with nikki and i dont know why i even try to be nice. she gives me this horse shit line about how great of a person i am and how she wants to keep me in her life. No shit im a great person, thats why i got walked over for 3 years. Thats why i got out. She says she regrets everythign but shes the same person. Shes a little kid stuck in the body of a girl who's getting older and going nowhere. I dont even know why i let it upset me. I think i should just cut all ties. that might be easier. Nikki says i should take her off my buddy list and shit so that she doesnt bother me. i guess ill do that....i wash my hands im through.

I feel like just taking the people i love and going on a long vacation just to get away from all the disgusting people here. you know...who gives a shit. Ill have a 6 figure income and she'll be trailor trash and pregnant.

on a better note...swampie comes back on friday....i gotta get this kid laid haha