May 20, 2005 19:50
Havent updated in a long time, but things arent going very well with me and my family (aka-mom). We always fight and right now I wish I lived somewhere else. She always has to say something back. Why cant I have a mother, that I can talk to about everything, and were close? Doesnt really matter anymore, I've dealt with it for three years, I think I can wait for another year, then I'm out of this jail. I need people/ friends to talk to, so I dont have to take it out on my dad or sister when they didnt do anything. I mean I have everything in the world that I ask for, but thats becasue my dad gets it for me. :) And she's only nice to me when she wants me do to something for her. Oh trust me I caught on that game very quick. haha. I have best friends that she doesnt let me spend the night over their house, and I cant really do anything after school until she checks my homework
like a little kid again. Whatever its like a dialy basics for me, so I'm kind of use to it. I only talk about it when I'm bored and there's nothing to do. :/
On the other hand, prom is tomorrow. I wasnt planning on because I was supposed to go to Ocean City with Chey, but now I think she's going to prom. :/ So tomorrow looks like a boring day. The assembly we had today was really gay. I think I liked the one last year better. It finally came to me that prom is tomorrow when everybody started talking about how there doing their hair and getting their nails done. But to be honest I think I would rather spend alot more money on my senior prom then my junior prom. Plus since me and mom dont really get along all that good, I would probably have to pay for everything. Which would not be good because at the moment I dont have a job.
Well I think I'm done running my mouth about all my problems, so love to all the people who read this. lol.
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